Webmaster of Lucifer's Triumph

Greetings everyone,

My name is William. I have a Satanic name of Marcus Blackthorn. I'm in my mid-30s and I'm of Cuban and Spanish ancestry. My family heritage has roots in a mixture of Spiritism, Santeria, and Catholicism. My love for Satan and His demons spans 3 decades, and never once has it left me despite my past involvement in other religions.

I enjoy solitary activities such as bodybuilding, jogging, PC repair, and spiritual and religious studies. My son and I both have a mild sliver of high-functioning Autism, and this is something that I never knew that I had other than feeling like a complete alien in this world.

I'm a high-school graduate with experience and certifications in Aviation Mechanics and Information Technology. I have experience in the areas of Windows-based PC repair, HTML web design, search engine placement and optimization, message boards, and egroups.

Website:
http://www.geocities.com/welive2witness/

Yahoo Group:
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/luciferstriumph/

I commend you Marcus, for sharing about you and your son's Autism. My son was diagnosed at 18 months with Pervasive Developmental Disorder-Not Otherwise Specified (PDD-NOS), which is a marked impairment of social interaction, communication, and/or stereotyped behavior or interest. He is now 3 1/2 years old now and he is about to age out of Early Intervention next month and start school in September.

It is also quite admirable how you've kept your beliefs from your family for the past 8 or so years. I've kept my beliefs a secret for only a year or so now. I only say that this is admirable because Christian dogma is so ingrained in our loved ones that it would hurt them if they knew of our beliefs. A wise person once told me that the Left Hand Path is truly a lonely path to walk.

A belated welcome to you, sir. It is a pleasure to have you here.

In Eternal Service;
Sinistar666

Thank you Sinistar Your son's diagnosis is the exact-same one that my son received at or just before the age of 2.

In my own self-diagnosis of Asperger's syndrome, I scored very high on its characteristics, which makes me suspect very highly that my son may also have the same manifestation. He's extremely bright and attentive to such small changes in his environment, and only recently has he been coming out of his shell so to speak. He'll be 4 years old next January and he's currently attending summer school, as a continuation of his special education classes.

My wife knows of my Satanic past but not my Satanic present I can tell my whole family without any real problems but then there's always the unconscious fear, dislike, and perhaps censorship going on. Sometimes I wish I could be more open but there's no logic to it, as being a Satanist is truly beyond the range of comprehension and understanding for an outsider to the religion i.e. "those who are without".

I'm very glad to be here Sinistar and I'm most impressed with the forum's redesign

Marcus

No way, Marcus! Our sons are the same age! My son turns 4 in January as well! The 28th to be exact. He only has a few words at his disposal for now and we're working on him trying to use his vocabulary in appropriate settings.

My family probably has an inkling that I'm not a Christian, but no idea about Satanism. That would probably be too much, especially for my wife. She is aware that I do think heretically sometimes but is unaware of the complete apostasy. She doesn't even know the lyrics to the Black Metal songs I listen to. Not that I blast them around the house, anyway. I do that with the more calmer stuff like Metallica, Killswitch Engage, Slipknot, etc. It's so funny that I could even call those bands calm!

On another site I used to talk with a Modern Satanist (Although he considered himself to be more of an Atheist) who was under the Autism Spectrum as well. He told me that when my son becomes older, he'll most likely start to question everything more diligently than other children would and that he would most likely become an atheist as well. If that happens, guess who'll take the blame for that one? Who knows? It might happen with your boy as well. Let the familial holy wars begin!

It is a great pleasure to meet you, Marcus. We have so much in common that it's scary...Take it easy, Brother!

Wow that's close! My son's birthday is on the 17th and he too only has a few words at most. We're also working on expansion of his vocabulary. However, he's learning Spanish and English at the same time though.

My wife knows that I'm attracted to Satan but isn't really sure about whether or not I'm truly a Satanist. She knows that I listen to heavy duty black metal and some of its lyrics. She says that metal music makes her tense and I told her that sometimes it relaxes me! I listen to Deicide, Slayer, Manowar, Metallica, Motley Crue, Death Angel, etc. She once told me that I appear to have 2 bosses as I appear to be with God and Satan. I call that camoflauge.

I love questioning all things and I too would have become an atheist had it not been for all of the supernatural experiences that I've had and still have on a daily basis.

I know that I'll be getting the blame if my son becomes an atheist or Satanist as time passes. I've already presented him to Satan using the prayer that I mentioned in the prayers and rituals section of my website:

"Father Satan, I present my son to You and I ask that You bless, guide, and protect him as You did with me. Keep him on the straight path that You kept me on, so that he might someday accept You as his God. Hail Satan!"

I've noticed that there is a demon in the form of a black spirit hanging around him, so I do know that he's being watched over LOL! If my wife and family knew of this, they'd probably want to hang me from the nearest pole!

I checked out his natal astrological profile when he was a few months old and it was right that he ended up being far closer to me than to his mother. As you said...."Let the familial holy wars begin!"

I guess that we're on parallel paths after all Take care Brother!

Marcus

From this date forward, I will be using my real birth name of William instead of my Satanic name of Marcus Blackthorn.

BTW- Has anyone heard from Sinistar/Richard lately?

William

I haven't heard from Richard in a while? Odd of him to be gone like this?

Perhaps he is still having computer problems. I know his work were banning him from some sites (like mine for example) I think I will email him

Awe Sin prolly got busted at work? Hope he's ok.

This is very odd, since he hasn't replied to me. He sent me some PMs that I replied to, but he hasn't opened them and this was on July 6th.

I sent him an email the other day and he hasn't relied. I'm sure he is fine but I'm a bit worried non the less. Perhaps a wee pray for his safe return is in order.

Thanks for the concern you guys. I feel honored by it.

I'm happy to be back from this day forth and I want to try start some interesting things. I look forward to speaking to everyone, maybe today if everything goes right.

You're back Rich! It's good to see you again. What did you want to start up? I'm up for it!

I thought you were swallowed by the depths of Hell so early in life Richard!

I'm glad that it's not that way yet :-D

Ha, ha! If that was the case, I would've still found a way to make contact with you. It's great to be back...

I understand the reasoning behind your changing usernames. I have the same situation at home myself. We'll keep each other posted. Don't forget to update us on "Allies and Links".

Those were some interesting tests that you put up in "Hell"!

Glad to see you back Richard! We almost met in the dream world then? Or maybe I would have seen and heard from you floating around me?

LOL! Nice tests huh? I've gotten to the point where I'm no longer bothering to close the screen whenever my wife's nearby. I just continue reading on egroups, working on my site, etc. If she asks, then hey what can I say?

Willia

I have my Lucifer's Triumph Satanism Resource available as a PDF file. It's a 100 Kb file that's 26 pages long.

Anyone who'd like me to email them a copy, send me a PM with your email address.

Sure helps in offline reading of my site

The file is also available at my Yahoo group.

http://www.geocities.com/welive2witness

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/luciferstriumph

William

I also consider myself a Theistic Satanist. I also liked your post on G.R.O.W.T.H., which I found inspiring.

Thank you Lustmord I'm usually not that creative on a spur of the moment basis, unless I'm being Satanically or demonically inspired at the time.

William

There have been large changes to my site; location and content-wise.

All URLS and PDF files are obsolete!

New Information:

Main Site: http://luciferstriumph.angelfire.com

Egroup: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/satanismclasses

Webring: http://www.ringsworld.com/satanicunity/

William

William wrote:There have been large changes to my site; location and content-wise.

All URLS and PDF files are obsolete!

New Information:

Main Site: http://luciferstriumph.angelfire.com

Egroup: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/satanismclasses

Webring: http://www.ringsworld.com/satanicunity/

William

I will definitely look into it. Like a few others here, I also happen to have a Traditional bias towards Satanism. Keep up the great work, brother.

Thank you Lustmord.

The egroup and webring are defunct. Only the main site exists now.

William

Game over. I'm no longer a Satanist. I have gone back to Jesus Christ whom I first accepted in 1983 between the ages of 10 and 11.

To make a 30 year long story short; Satan and his demons don't care if one chooses to worship a martian or even the Sun, so long as it's not a correct view of God and salvation through Jesus Christ.

Well that's it for me. Signing off.

William

Whatever makes you happy, that's all that counts. Good luck in all your future endeavors and in your path. I'm sorry to see you go, but you have to do whatever feels right for you. Take it easy, my friend.

William wrote:Game over. I'm no longer a Satanist. I have gone back to Jesus Christ whom I first accepted in 1983 between the ages of 10 and 11.

To make a 30 year long story short; Satan and his demons don't care if one chooses to worship a martian or even the Sun, so long as it's not a correct view of God and salvation through Jesus Christ.

Well that's it for me. Signing off.

William

You must be in politics because you're flip-flopping. Did someone convince you that you're not rolling with the winner? You get excorcised? Born again, huh? Whatever. See you on Christian.net pushing your new site "Jesus' Triumph."

Don't let the door hit you in the ass on the way out.

Unfortunately Lustmord, this is the problem with many "theistic Satanists" who believe in a reverse form of christianity and a real devil.

Its that their cosmology and ontological perspective of life is still christian - you have God, and Jesus, and you want to rebel for a while so you worship a Satan, then you can flip back to Jesus for any number of reasons.

Did William take down his old Satanic websites?

I doubt that he'll give a shit. He's too busy thumping bibles and praising the lord.

Oh wow, William took down all his former satanic sites. He's serious about Jesus.

Can someone delete my profile? If so, please do. Thanx. William

Oh before I leave....I first accepted Jesus at age 11. Now I'm back and I made my choice....Jesus Christ. So I'm not only a Bible Thumper, I'm also a Christian revert.

Now in closing......



Hey Loudmouth, uh I mean Lustmord.....

You must be in politics because you're flip-flopping. Did someone convince you that you're not rolling with the winner? You get excorcised? Born again, huh? Whatever. See you on Christian.net pushing your new site "Jesus' Triumph."

Don't let the door hit you in the ass on the way out.

"Then he will say to those on his left, 'Depart from me, you who are cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. - Matthew 25:41

Lustmord wrote:I doubt that he'll give a shit. He's too busy thumping bibles and praising the lord.

For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God. - 1 Corinthians 1:18

Hey JADE....

JADE wrote:Unfortunately Lustmord, this is the problem with many "theistic Satanists" who believe in a reverse form of christianity and a real devil.

Its that their cosmology and ontological perspective of life is still christian - you have God, and Jesus, and you want to rebel for a while so you worship a Satan, then you can flip back to Jesus for any number of reasons.

Did William take down his old Satanic websites?

As for true Satanism, that is "Devil-worship", the world does not take it seriously as a religion and never will because to do so would require believing in Christianity. Devil-worship, or worship of the real Satan, is worship of the fallen Cherub described in the Bible who is the enemy of God (and man) and whom Jesus Christ defeated on the Cross. Any Satanist who claims to worship a being named Satan, yet claims he is not like the Devil of the Bible is no different than anyone else who worships a false god. Anyone who worships beings or entities other than the true God Almighty is worshipping the very real Satan of the Bible in ignorance.

Oh god here we go. I think Jade's post on "theistic satanists" and your overview of "true satanists" William basically say the same thing? But I'll say the same thing for you in a third way so you'll hopefully get it:

William, if the Judeo-Christian paradigm were an asylum; you never left that asylum when you became a "true satanist." All you did was move across the hall way because you basically moved from worshiping one Pen & Paper deity (Jesus) to another Pen & Parer deity of the same Judeo-Christian mythos?

Leaving Christianity means becoming an atheist or a Buddhist, or something OUTSIDE the Biblical Mythos.

And you went back to Jesus. In either case William; weather you were a satanist or christian, you were in both cases still delusional for believing such mythical characters thought up by other men were or are real.

I mean Jesus? At least "satan" was more original a character than Jesus was... Mithras? Sol Invictus? Horus? Thammuz? Orpheus? Everything that makes up the character of Jesus was borrowed from older pagan mystery cult gods: Jesus wasn't the only one born on December 25; so was Mithras, Sol Invictus; Horus; Orpheus; and the Sun gods. Jesus wasn't the only one to ride into a city on a donkey, so did Bacchus and Dionysus; Jesus wasn't the only one to be called the savior Of Man, so were Mithras, Horus, and Orpheus before him; Jesus wasn't the only one to be slain or have died for Man's sins, so sis all the above mentioned gods. He wasn't the only one even to be crucified, so was Orpheus. Jesus wasn't the only one to have risen from the dead, so did every above mentioned pagan god that came before him.

And read Plato, please before you say that the bible is the word of God, because whoever wrote the New Testament ripped off a lot of shit from him. And most of the stories in the Old Testament, can be found in much older cultures told better. There's nothing original about the Holy Bible.

That's great that you found a place where your level of mentality and intelligence belongs and feels like home. You found Jesus? Good for you, big whoop. Just don't assume that many of us fake satanists in here buy into that bullshit mythos or paradigm.

Nobody here believes God exists, or that Jesus exists. Nobody here believes a Satan exists William. We associate "Satan" and the symbolism that comes with him to certain things we base a belief system and philosophy on. I tried to explain this as clearly as I could in the "Cult" thread.

We are going to keep your profile and all your posts. In fact I will tell jade to change your name back to William, and change your password so you can't log in no more. We want to preserve your posts and process of "finding the truth" for future members to study.

Mercie

Well, I think that friendship should take precedence over religious beliefs any day of the week. If William wants to revert back to Christ, it should be his prerogative to do so. We're still friends, you have your beliefs and we have ours. Friends should leave politics and religion out of conversations anyway.

Sinistar666 wrote:Well, I think that friendship should take precedence over religious beliefs any day of the week. If William wants to revert back to Christ, it should be his prerogative to do so. We're still friends, you have your beliefs and we have ours. Friends should leave politics and religion out of conversations anyway.

@ Sinistar: That sounds great boy scout, but then these people who rediscover Christ always want to preach to everyone else on how wrong their beliefs are or how everyone else is wrong about how they live their lives. Then they quote their rip-off buy-bull. Have fun being preached to. Don't be the next one there, Rich.

@ William: Not that you'll read this anyway. All you did was switch teams. You're really what's known as a "Duotheist" and not really a Theist anyway, according to your friend Sinistar's post, "Types of Satanism." Like I said, you got scared off that Lucifer might not win the second battle? All of a sudden, God is now omniscient and omnipotent.

@Lustmord: As usual, very entertaining. Don't talk "at" me again. I'm still a Satanist Lusty. Although all my family and friends are Christians, a reversion to Christianity is unlikely for me. You can't knock someone because of their beliefs. If someone finds enlightenment walking down a different path, then so be it. You already know who the real enemy is and it's not the Christians.

I'm all for someone going on his/her own path and personal gnosis and enlightenment because they all originate from different sources. Fine. I just don't appreciate people preaching and thinking that they're better than us. It's like people that just quit smoking and then they preach to everyone else about their smoking.

william if your still lurking out there,

I myself is a born christian but untill now i havent found proof of the true existence of jesus christ,
if you found 1 id be glad to hear it or read it, not the bullshit religion that goerge carlin used to say.

anyway.... youll go to hell anyway, seeya there.

Hi William. I saved my 100th post just for you:

Quoting the buy-bull shows me that you're brainwashed and that you don't have any original thoughts and have to have "the good book" around to fend off demonic attacks. How lame of you to use a flawed book to present yourself. Let's talk business:

How can one respect, much less worship, an entity who acts in ways that do not even compare to the imperfect ideals of the highest development of an ordinary human, who does not act in ways that are even up to the relatively primitive standards of the Constitution or international laws?

Your god is a vile slavemaster who has little concern for lesser beings. Your god, who has committed some of the most despicable acts of terrorism and violence. Don't believe me? Go back to your buy-bull. Your god, who punishes billions for the mistakes of two ignorant naked slaves who lacked the knowledge of good and evil.. Your god, who demands sacrifice and who threatens those who will not kneel with punishment and damnation.

Your god, who demands fear and blind obedience. Your god, who in all his supposedly infinite wisdom and power cannot and does not attempt to assist mankind in uprooting suffering after all their faith, devotion, and prayers.

You seemed to be a much wiser, affable person when you were a Satanist. This is what Christianity is? Being holier than thou all of a sudden? Turning tail and running back to your god? That's fine, but don't belittle us because we don't share your beliefs.

So have your musical tastes changed too? Don't tell me, you listen to that bullshit Christian metal like Demon Hunter and Bless the Fall? Please...

Just to let everyone know, William is gone and any responses to his reversion to Christianity is for naught. I'll have to lock it down. Keep walking folks, there's nothing to see here...